We finally got moved in! We decided to move last weekend, because it was the only weekend for a month that we would have time and in a month Matt would be REALLY REALLY busy, so we decided to bite the bullet and just do it. Well, last Wednesday, I get a phone call from Matt while I'm at work, "How would you feel if we moved today, because it's to windy to work on the farm so Tom is going to move us today." "Ok!" I said not thinking of the consequences. While it was WONDERFUL to get everything moved and not have to move it myself, I kind of wish I would have said no. I didn't know that Tuesday night was my last night in my home, the last night I would put Ava to bed in her bedroom. I didn't realize how hard it would be to leave that house. I bought it when I was single. I got engaged, married, pregnant and brought my Ava home to that house and then all of a sudden - not.
I went over to the house after work and cried and cried. It was like I was abandoning a family member. I told Matt I will unpack my ass off, but I could not go back to the house. I went back to get Mia and then again on Sunday I took Ava over to walk through the house after we had it cleaned. I cried and cried again. I never thought about how hard it would be to leave that house!
I am glad that we moved and I do like the new house. I am just anxious for it to be 'home' soon!